I am so excited to introduce to you my newest full-sized novel, Broken Spirit. I wrote this book as a stand-alone to A Sinner's Cry, only because I wanted to bring back Sister Clay. Sister Clay is a fascinating character, and she is a trouble maker. I have met so many women who act like her throughout my life. I had fun creating her character. This book is Contemporary Women Fiction. Though I would have loved for it to be Christian Fiction, because of the first scene, I decided to change the genre due to the first chapter being somewhat vivid.
Please enjoy the first chapter and order a copy because I promise you, this story is everything.
Chapter One
Bouncing and singing to the melodic grooves of Al Green,
Stephanie was cheerful and in love. She knew every word to the song Al sang
with perfection and confidence. She enjoyed singing the lyrics to "I’m
Still in Love with You," her jam. Stephanie loved Al Green and listened to
100.3 The Beat, while singing her heart out. She popped her fingers and sang
with her loud, alto voice vibrating throughout the car, putting her all into
the song.
Excited about the prospect of seeing her man, Stephanie
shimmied and danced to the song's beat. She missed Donnie and couldn't wait to
see him.
Everyone considered Donnie Johnson a charmer. Stephanie
met him two years ago at a charity affair for a mentoring program. He was a new
manager, recently hired, at a local computer firm that had sent several of
their managers to donate time and money to help the cause of keeping troubled teens
out of jail by providing them with opportunities to work with professionals.
Donnie was a 32-year-old, six foot, bald-headed,
caramel-colored brother who favored tailored suits and pressed, crisp, white
shirts with neckties that blended well with his colors. He looked exquisite and
reeked of money and good fortune. Plus, he had a mellow voice that transported
unsuspecting females out of their underwear and into his bed without them
realizing what happened.
After dating Stephanie for over a year, exclusively, he
presented her with a flawless, white, four karats, square-cut diamond and asked
her to marry him. She agreed. Now, their scheduled day to tie the knot was two
weeks away.
As Stephanie turned into the Ridge Park subdivision, with
its newly-built, two story, ranch-style, brick homes, the sound of her ringing
phone interrupted her thoughts. She turned the music down and grabbed her cell
off the passenger seat. She recognized the picture of her best friend's smiling
face, as the name Regina and her number flashed on the screen. Stephanie smiled
and pressed the answer button.
"Hey, girl." Regina's unmistakable voice filled
her car. "What's up?"
The two friends met 20 years ago, at a Christian
function. Regina Wilcox visited her church and they happened to sit together.
They ended up chatting and exchanging phone numbers. The two girls were totally
opposite of each other. While Stephanie flaunted a huge smile with perfect,
white teeth and was considered by many as a beautiful, mocha-colored,
brown-eyed girl with extremely long hair, who barely stood 5'4 in her clunky
pumps, Regina was a gorgeous Caucasian, standing 5'6 and skinny with
giraffe-like long legs that seemed to go on for miles.
The color of her hair served up a dark blond color, and
her crystal blue eyes sparkled reminiscent of the sky. They reminded you of the
clear, blue waters rolling up on the beach and cascading back into the ocean.
Both girls were beautiful. Stephanie's big ol’ trusting
heart seemingly got her in trouble. Always a friend to everyone, and even when
someone hurt her, she would accept apologies and move on. Regina, on the other
hand, was honest, critical of others, and held grudges. When they met, they
were 11-years-old and just starting to wear clunky heels and the wrong color
makeup and lipstick. But once they exchanged phone numbers, they became
inseparable, even attending the same college and sharing rooms. These two
ladies were thick as 20-year-old tree barks and stood together on issues even
if the other wasn't too keen on the situation. They both came from upper middle
class, educated parents and lived about 15 minutes away from each other.
The day they met, Regina's church visited Stephanie's
congregation to participate in a concert as special guests. That was the beginning
of an honest and beautiful relationship. Both girls dealt with their share of
problems, bad boyfriends, and teary nights on the phone; but when things boiled
down, they always counted on each other. While in college, Regina's family
packed up and moved to Fort Meyers, Florida. But Regina accepted a job with a
large, St. Louis firm as an attorney, which made Stephanie happy because she
started her nonprofit company in the same area.
"Hey, Regina, girl, are you back in town?"
"Not yet. I'm still in Florida. I changed my plan
due to a delay and won't return until next week sometime. My siblings want me
to stay a little longer, since we haven't seen each other in a while."
Regina pulled down her rear-view mirror and wiped the excess lipstick from the
corners of her mouth.
Turning her head to check out the homes in their new
subdivision, Stephanie asked, "Well, how's your mom?"
"She's good, and she told me to tell you hi, and
she'll contact you in two weeks." Smiling at her reflection in the mirror,
Regina tilted the mirror up and focused on the road ahead of her.
"That's good. I cannot wait to see Mrs. Wilcox
again. How many years has it been since I've seen her? Too many. I love your
mom."
Frowning before responding, Regina stated, "Too bad
Momma has to come to this wedding of yours to witness this travesty. I wish you
would take my advice and not marry that fool."
"I still don't understand why you don't like him. He
does so much good for the children and young men at the boys' club. He spends
hours helping them with their homework and teaching them how to be good, young
men."
"But, Stephanie, your problem is being blind. I'm
concerned by what you're not recognizing, and that bothers me. Remember that
time you brought him to your company's party and he tried to talk to one of
your friends?"
"He said he was playing." Stephanie rubbed the
side of her face. The conversation was bothering her. She didn't want to
remember the negative stuff.
Slapping her steering wheel in frustration, Regina asked,
"What would you say if you were caught, red-handed, trying to talk to
another woman?"
"Well, that happened then, and this is now. Donnie
asked me to marry him and not anyone else. So, my dear best friend, although I love
you dearly, please understand this is my decision and accept the
situation."
"I am your best friend, which is why I have tried my
darnedest to stop this. But, I'll leave your wedding alone. You, and only you,
will have to live with your decision. I'll be here when you need me."
"That's all I ask, Regina. I just want you to
support me. I'm happy, and that's all that should matter."
"I'll let you have this one, but the next
time-"
"It won't be one, Regina, so let this go,
please."
"I gotta go, girl, but I'll call you when I come to
town next week. Be good; I love you."
"Love you too, girl. Smooches."
Stephanie pressed end call on her phone and sat the phone
back into the cradle on her car's dashboard. She smiled, thinking about the
conversation. One thing she liked about Regina was her honesty.
Stephanie laughed
as she drove through the subdivision. She lived in a beautiful area, but she
and Donnie decided to sell their homes and purchase one together. They put
their homes on the market and they would be on display throughout the month.
They hoped someone would buy them quickly. Stephanie was ecstatic about a house
she'd found and couldn't wait for her fiancé to view the structure.
She remembered the day clearly. "Donnie, let's check out this house in that new subdivision we
passed the other day."
He reached over as
he drove and squeezed her thigh. "If you let me bless you with some good
loving when we arrive, I'll be happy to take a look."
"Boy, you
silly if you think I'm going to lay on some filthy floor folks been walking
over."
"You want me
like I do you, right? I love you." He turned his head slightly to glance
into her eyes.
"Boy, you
better put your eyes back on the road." Stephanie took her two forefingers
and pointed from her eyes to the street. "You better listen to me. Ain't
nobody got time for car accidents."
"Girl, you
feening for what I'm going to do to you?"
"I can't
wait." Stephanie squeezed Donnie's right hand and smiled. Happy and
satisfied, things in her life were materializing the way she always dreamed
they would.
Stephanie couldn't wait to sign the papers for the house
they were going to buy together. About to visit Donnie's home, Stephanie drove
up to the white, chain link fence with the multi-colored daisies peeking
throughout multiple links. As she stepped out of her white BMW, she passed by
the red, yellow, and pink flowers and leaned over to sniff the sweet fragrance
lingering in the air. Stephanie stood up straight, tossed her thick,
shoulder-length, auburn-colored hair back into the wind and strutted to the
front door of the house to locate the man she would marry in two weeks. She
used her key to open the front door. Stephanie was going to surprise her
fiancé, who had no idea his lady had arrived home early from a business meeting
in Los Angeles.
Stephanie was a day early, and she had missed him so much
that she traded her seat for one on standby, just to arrive early enough to
rush to the man who would soon become her life partner. She was excited because
she had not seen him in five days. That's how long she counted since they had
kissed or touched each other; she was excited to feel his loving arms wrapped
around her waist as they became one.
Stephanie walked through the house with her white,
4-inch, crystal-covered sandals silently clicking on the beige carpet. She
stopped and stood in the foyer, looking in the mirror to give herself a
once-over before seeing him. Placing her Fendi, calfskin bag and car keys on
the Balbo console table, she primped and turned to check out her appearance in
the circular mirror. Her white, sheath dress that hugged her body emphasized
her small waist and her sexy breasts that were deemed 'just right' by Donnie.
Stephanie was gorgeous, but not conceited, and understood how to handle her
looks. Although a sharp dresser, she focused more on her education and her
work. Stephanie was grateful she didn't have a weight problem, but she was
careful to present the right attitude of someone who was appreciative of life
and charitable to others. Her parents had always taught her, in life, you
attract more with sugar than salt. Her efforts to focus on her heart had always
made her stand taller amongst her colleagues and others. She inspected herself
in the mirror to ensure her appearance would be appreciated by her man who
loved to flaunt beautiful women on his arm.
Pivoting, she walked toward the en-suite. She noted
Donnie's Land Rover parked in the driveway when she pulled up to the fence. He
was home. Since she had not bumped into him or detected any movement, she
assumed he was in the bedroom. As she moved closer to their special spot, she
heard their song blaring, which made her feel all joyful and unique inside.
It was their signature song, "The Point of it
All," by singer, Anthony Hamilton. She practically jogged to the bedroom,
thinking about what would be happening in 2.5 seconds. As she touched the
doorknob, she heard something knocking up against the wall. Twisting the
doorknob, Stephanie nearly choked on the gum she was chewing.
"Oh, baby, your stuff is so good to me. Do your
thing, girl." Donnie huffed and grunted out of breath.
"I love you." A woman, with her long legs
wrapped around Donnie's back, screamed out as he pounded into her.
"Aww, baby. Don't stop." Donnie was thrusting
himself into the woman, as if he had never experienced anything so good in his
life. If Stephanie didn't know any better, she would think the man was crying.
The two, whipped fools sweet-talked and moaned so loudly
over the music, they never even spotted her standing directly over their heads.
Stephanie allowed the tears to pour from her eyes, as she searched the room for
something to grab. The sting of betrayal begged her to kill Donnie. Not only
that, he had mocked her by having sex with another woman while their song played in the background. Her
heart pained with hurt and the feeling of rejection. She wanted to hurt him and
make him experience the pangs of a broken heart like she was experiencing.
Noticing the fireplace, she reached for the fireplace poker and walked in slow
motion toward the man who had just crushed her heart. Lifting the poker up into
the air, she slammed the deadly weapon across his head. Blood spurted out and
spread quickly onto the screaming woman, who jumped out of bed and tried to run,
but Stephanie was right behind her.
"Please don't hurt me. Please." The young lady
looked no more than 20 years old. Her eyes bucked, and she looked like a deer
blinded by headlights that was about to get hit by a speeding car. She looked
terrified. Her straight, blond hair stood straight up on her head. Fear had
caused her muscles to throb under her skin. Her pores began to exude sweat, and
the hair on her arms, back, and neck started to stand up after seeing Stephanie
swing the poker and strike Donnie with a violent blow to his head. The woman's
entire body and brain were stimulated by fear. The young lady used her hands to
hide her pale, white breasts, full, pink nipples and her private area, but her
actions failed to cover her up. "I don't understand what's going on."
She was inching toward the wall and reaching for her clothing. "Please,
for God's sake, don't kill me. Who are you?" She cried. "Why are you
doing this to us?"
"The question is, why are you in my fiance's bed
having sex with the man I am scheduled to marry in two weeks?"
Searching for her clothes, she stayed as far away from
the crazed woman who was wielding a poker with a desperate look of anger and
hate etched across her face. "This is my boyfriend." The lady
screamed, as if she had been hit by a car. She slid her long, skinny, white
body down the cream-painted wall; once on the floor, she scooted across the
hickory hardwood to secure her dress that was bunched up in the corner.
"Please don't beat me," she sobbed.
"You mean like you're doing me, slut?"
Stephanie gripped the long, black, body of the poker and swung at the lamp on
the table, which broke into tiny pieces while crashing to the ground.
The sound of the table lamp hitting the floor terrified
the girl, and she pled for the stranger to let her go. "Please, lady, let
me go. I don't know you, and I don't want to die."
"I'm not going to hurt you. But this two-timing fool
over there, I am going to beat the mess out of him."
Pivoting around to focus on the one person she trusted, she
tried to hold back her anger. A surge of hate and disgust so powerful consumed
her body and thoughts that she believed she would die from the energy in the
room. She rushed to the bed where Donnie lay bleeding to finish him off.
Stephanie raised the poker and Donnie's eyes fluttered open. He jerked to full
attention and rolled off the bed. As he tried to stand up, he staggered like a
drunkard leaving a bar.
"Are you crazy, Steph?" He shook his head to
gather his senses. Donnie asked and grabbed a towel off the chair next to the
bed, pressing down on his head to halt the bleeding. He walked toward Stephanie
with his other hand raised. "Please, baby, this means nothing."
Seeing his private member dangling made her madder. With
her left hand, she covered her left ear, as if she was trying to block out the
noise. She was about to hit him again when she caught a voice saying: Don't do this; it's not worth jail.
Stephanie. Put the poker down and
flee.
"No." She screamed, as she swung the poker up
into the air, missing Donnie. But before she brought the poker down again, the
voice interrupted, Flee, Stephanie; now.
Dropping the poker, she turned and sprinted to the front
of the house, grabbed her purse and keys off the table, opened the door, ran to
the car, and jumped inside. She made it safely and locked the door as Donnie,
who was running behind her, almost on her heels, took a brick and tried to
break her window. He was screaming like a person suffering from behavioral
issues, as he chased the car, naked, with the towel still pressed against his
head.
The car was speeding out of control as Stephanie pressed
the accelerator as hard as she could. She looked out of her rear-view mirror and
realized Donnie had stopped and wrapped the towel he used to wipe the blood
from his head wound around his waist as a small crowd started to gather.
Stephanie was despondent. All she could think about was
killing herself. She could not believe this was happening to her. She thought
she had found the one - the man of her dreams. She thought she could trust him,
but like all the rest, he was a liar and a lust-filled idiot. He didn't wear a
condom. How many times had he exposed her to diseases?
Kill yourself,
an obnoxious-sounding voice barked. Don't
nobody want you. You keep getting hurt. Life isn't worth it.
She hit the steering wheel so hard she injured her hand,
which only made her cry harder as she tried to shake away the pain.
"Please, God, please help me."